Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Once upon a time. . .


Once upon a time, i never believed in marriage. I told everyone how i abhor that very 'thing' and it should be confiscated from the 'guidebook', the one that are set to be propagated to every mankind. Like a tradition. . .I told everyone, there is no way i am gonna get myself bound to someone, eternally, while carrying a mass of oath upon my shoulder. Never . You know why? It's because i was confined in a circle, where broken strings were mingling around my waist. I was 14/15 when my parents got divorced. And i was breathing in an era where, the wives aren't happy with the husbands. Cheating, unhappy, broken , you name it. Well, that was once upon a time . .

I was young and ignorant. I never believed in love. As i let my thoughts unstained, scrubbing it with my eyes wide open, i know love isn't mythical. I witnessed a few lovers, who were already at the verge of their life, where their breathe is already at ease. Yet, i can still see, like the spark is still burning fresh, you can tell , how madly they are in love, still is. That was the most ravishing thing i ever had my eyes set on. Which really thumped me hard. . Not everybody could sense that very feeling. So i swallowed back the words i've hurled once, i know marriage does exist. Good or bad, its how pure your love is to someone that clarifies everything. I should not be punishing myself by those farcical beliefs i've shaped once.

But , look around you. Once upon a time, the couples you've seen were falling head over heels for each other, now, they couldn't even get their hands embraced with one another. Marriage is marked as the most exquisite thing in one's chapter in life, why bother getting it contaminated?

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

love is undifined..its complicated sara,its hard to understand our feelings and it get ever bad understanding others.but
sum may actually take the chance they have,
pure love is when ull do anythng for nothing and get everythng for nothing as well.
i know this may cmfuse ur mind now.but look back and thnk.
come on u cant be single all the time am i rite...ur young and beautiful ill say that personally.
but u may be waiting or ur heart are just to scared to face it sumtimes rite....
well chill.
take ur time..
and i wish that sum1 out there will find u one day.... aite...

ur humble reader...
me again..=)

sara lisa said...

thanks babe , although im not gonna agree on the beautiful part but thank u haha . i guess so ur right. how do u knw tht? haha yeah im scared to face it. i gave my whole heart to someone before this and really , i was broken. im afraid that if i open my heart to someone else again, ill be having the same thing again. its like karma never gets enough of me. thank u so much for the wish.

btw humble reader, im curious if u are a girl or a boy. so that i wont be addressing ur call wrongly.

Anonymous said...

well im a male gander btw,rest asr,im not some sort of a stalkr or wht alrite,jst dnt wnt u to take it wrongly,myb ull meet me one day,(still wshng for it)

=)
ur hmble reader,...

Anonymous said...

to aws ur question,well o
i know coz ive been in ur shoe once
n still recovering from it,its
hard to find someone outthere who
understand wht there down the heart,
now best just look for friendshp,

ur humble reader sara

sara lisa said...

yeap friendship. =) haha alright then thank u btw =)

sara lisa said...

yeap friendship. =) haha alright then thank u btw =)

Azzat said...

this is really a confession of a juvenile! hahah

sara lisa said...

is tht a bad thing =/ haha

Anonymous said...

hi sara, id like ur opinion on this. im non muslim but my bf is a muslim. the rules in this country states that i would need to give up my faith and follow him. do you think that is fair? having said that, we're planning to migrate where we can have a mix marriage. i just wished that i could be with the person that i love and stay in msia. but i guess that dream is impossible. i love ur blog btw :)

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